Pelican - The Creeper

This is my study music right here.

Here is a poem about my brother:

My brother is so white

So very white is he

When he gets mad, he says,

"Lolly lolly loppsin free"

My brother is so white

So very white he is

When he gets mad, he says,

"Gosh darn fiddlesticks"

When I was eight, I played with My Little Ponies and Polly Pockets whilst listening to death metal.

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Children singing in Hebrew from The Prince of Egypt: When You Believe

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The Decemberists - The Hazards of Love 3 (Revenge!)

South Park Fan Soundtrack: Damien’s Theme

I’d explain my meaning behind this, but…

Father, I’m not feeling well
The flowers me you fed
Tasted spoiled, for suddenly,
I find that I am dead
But father, don’t you fear
Your children all are here
Singing, oh, the hazards of love

Papa, turn the water down
The basin’s overflown
The water covers everything
And me left all alone
But papa, here in death
I have regained my breath
To sing, oh, the hazards of love
To sing, oh, the hazards of love

Spare the rod, you’ll spoil the child
But I prefer the lash
My sisters drowned and poisoned all 

And me reduced to ash

And buried in an urn
But father, I return
Singing, oh, the hazards of love
Singing, oh, the hazards of love
The hazards of love
The hazards of love

Ugh. I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately and I think it’s destroyed my soul. I really like the idea of Damien being a character with an absolutely horrifying backstory like this one, tied with The Omen series.

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// harpsichords are cool; I like harpsichords.

Messing with the harpsichord synth in Mixcraft. This little bit is inspired by the organ riff in the song “Mind’s Eye” by Wolfmother.

I make music occasionally, though it’s hardly ever good. :| //

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Chaos Chaos - Winner

He doesn’t look my way
Never stay
Make myself a winner
Always turn away
Once the day
Lets me be a winner
Though my loves untrue
I wanted you, to want me, too

Days are falling back
Getting old
Not feeling like a winner
Rushing fast away
To leave your place
It’s ridiculous

Waiting for the world
To open up
Living for potential
To take it all the way
Isn’t safe
I think I might though

I might have robbed you
I might have seen you
I might have got you
I might have talked to you

I might have robbed you
I might have left with you
I might have lost you
I might have lost it all

I might have robbed you
I might have seen you
I might have got you
I might have talked to you


art by syaka

"Was my mother careful when she stabbed me in the heart with a coat hanger while I was still in the womb?” —Christophe

art by syaka

"Was my mother careful when she stabbed me in the heart with a coat hanger while I was still in the womb?” —Christophe

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// strong need to vent.

One of my bastard “friends” just sent me a picture of his erect dick on snapchat while messaging me on Facebook saying shit like “this is my way of showing my gratitude to you for being my friend”.

Ever since I’ve turned eighteen, every fucking friend I’ve made in person has pulled shit like this on me. Is it me? Is it something about me? I don’t understand.

I mean, knowing this guy, I thought it was just going to be like an actual joke or something. I thought he was messing with me, but then I get a fucking picture of his dick.

I even warned him on snapchat before hand. I wrote “i s2g if it’s a dick pic” “ill never speak to you again”

And this is just after all the efforts to stop sexual assault have escalated.

I am so sick of this bullshit. As if I didn’t trust anyone already.

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